Monday, March 06, 2006

fresh wind.

i'm feeeeeelin' it. :)

in all aspects of my life.

even though i am a little antsy, a little worried - actually - QUITE worried with the school, things are still changing.

a sign that winds are changing, and new perspectives to come:

- my computer is in repair. there is the possibility that all my files will be gone. that is, aaaaaaaaaaaaallll my documents that i've saved because i'm one of those junk collectors (material things, soft copies on file, emails.. everything.. haha), pictures, assignments, journal entries that i didn't post, letters, projects, hccf stuff, post-it notes with very important contacts that i no longer have access to... ALL GONE. bye bye. no more. yet is it a sign of not always living in the past, of which i always find myself doing because it's comfortable, familiar, with lots of good memories
- complete refreshment back at my home church - 'deep cries out to deep', noooooooma, sunday school, worshippin' freely
- leadership reminders from saturday meeting about the need to be refreshed and renewed by Him and to finish this term off well
- added with Psalm 23
- plus the beautiful, warm, sunny weather these days

*sighs*

*smiles*

2 comments:

gendi said...

im so glad that everything is going well for you lydia :) my heart ached a little when you were sharing during the nooma discussion :( but im so happy for you now that you "feel the winds are changing" hehehe God is good

thanks for being so encouraging just by being yourself. you ROCK sis!

Lydia said...

gen gen!

awww... you too! i liked our discussion on "why can't we just be ourselves at fellowship?" ... it was such a great discussion. love you. :) look forward to the next time i can join the discussion group again. annnd.. hang in there with the schooling. do your best and nothing less, and God will certainly pull you through!

and everyone else who is reading this --> come be a part of Nooma. sign up sign up and let's take part together. :)