funny how...

funny how when you say something one day in a discussion with a person, the next thing you know - the problem's completely resolved.

haha... i can't wait for hammy tomorrow!!!!

i'm just looking forward to being in my house... even though dorcas won't be there..

but pho - in westdale... bring it ON!

i can't wait i can't wait. i haven't looked forward to something like this in a looooong time. maybe it's a much needed escape from toronto and the stresses that just seem to crop up.

mcats, work, busyness of downtown and commuting...

i just want out.

haha... oh how soft God's whispers are sometimes. and sometimes, it's not what you want to hear - and you become soooo incredibly stubborn that you won't accept what he says, but then... it's like... duh! haha.. moments like these... just makes you love God even more - cuz he doesn't mind your 'slowness' into getting his message... he still loves you no matter what.

praise Him for random msn convos at such an odd hour.. i do not know what midnight means anymore. BUT - it's been a great night of catching up with a few people that i have needed to talk to. and i'm glad i did. how i yearn for that accountability once again!!!! can't get enough of it.. nope!!!

maybe that's why i want to go back to hammy... i miss my girls!! associations - people + experiences + goodness all around. i can't even remember most of the second year.. only that the last month and half and all things connected to ccf and my friends there, and cc, and meetings, and emails... all that... threw off all the negativity that flew by, tipped the balance waaaay over to the positive side... i can't forget.

i am reminded of what is possible. i have not forgotten what is possible.

in Christ, i have HOPE and i am able to set my mind on things above, released from the everyday troubles and burdens that could potentially weigh me down.

most seemingly nonsense entry... buuuut...

*smiles in total contentment*